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I don't knowI have no idea what is going on my mind doesn't want to leave me it keep putting thoughts into my head they always seem to get me into trouble now it seems i'm in to deep what am i meant to do? run away from my mind?
I feel abstract, like i don't belong here too many people are trying to get a piece of me what happens when there are no pieces left? am i nothing, or just apart of the people i've met? whom has the answers here, please answer me.
No, I am not being emotional, depressed or negative I just have no idea why i feel this way i've decided I don't know
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TraptTortured by my thoughts, Reeling in my skin, Adrenalin that taints my sesnses Pressured into my box, Talking to imaginary beings.
Love which seems to be Invisible Kills Everything it ever touches.
Grabbed tightly from within Launched into something Absurd Suddenly you realise your Smashed . Trapt
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Fireremember that fire you created? that hunger you kindled, burned furociously within some said it was brighter than the sun.
But where did it all go?
remember when you took it all away? leaving the fire to die, smoking from its core, cold air took over and froze my heart left in darkness with nothing but ashes.
the aftermath is something you couldn't imagine, yu see the warm blue skies, smell the fresh air, your senses are sharp and clean, like an untame animal released into the wild.
(c) Stu Fire
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Slow Down

Tue Jun 23, 2009, 9:02 AM

Mood: Tired
Listening to: Loads of computers fans whizzing around
Reading: The monitor

The last couple of weeks have been rather interesting in that, I've moved house, living with new people. I'm currently internet-less and got so much time to spare that I don't know what to do anymore.

I've started going to the gym and do loads more cleaning that i should have been doing in the first place but not having uni or the normal people around just seems to have slowed everything down.

I think I'm going to have to invest in getting move video games to pass the time as going out socialising has definitely become an expensive activity.

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